Sunday, December 20, 2009

check your thirst!


Today I was reading John chapters 7 & 8.
John 7:37-39 says: Jesus stood and said in a loud voice, "If anyone is thirsty, let him come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him." By this he meant the Spirit, whom those who believed in him were later to receive.
My Bible references Isaiah 58:11 as the verse being pointed to by the phrase "as the Scripture has said" That verse says "The Lord will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.

So, if I believe Jesus is who he says he is my life, my heart will be a spring out of which the Holy Spirit will flow - keeping life around me healthy and fruitful (like a well watered garden).

I love the picture here of the Spirit being the water to a garden of life, love, and many kinds of fruit. BUT - I need to check my thirst. How many other things do I long for in my life that compete with a thirst for Christ? Fleeting things, wishful things, self-centered things, some may even be worthwhile things - but none that can compare with HIM who will guide me always! I need to check my thirst!

Jesus, I pray that you would daily renew in me a thirst for you - for your Spirit - your living water. When I feel like I'm missing out on something or lacking something in my life would you remind me - in those moments - that YOU are the only thing worth thirsting for – the only one who truly satisfies!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

a pleasing fragrance


Mark 14:3 - "While he was at Bethany, reclining at the table in the home of a man known as Simon the Leper, a woman came with an alabaster jar of very expensive perfume, made of pure nard. She broke the jar and poured the perfume on his head."

This woman gave Jesus a very extravagant offering of her worship. The scripture says that the perfume she poured over him was worth a year's wages - that's EXTRAVAGANT. It took some sense of stewardship simply to be able to own that perfume to offer - and it required a sense of FREEDOM in her heart to offer it selflessly and without reservation.

I must constantly and consistently work towards being a better steward of my possessions, my finances and my heart so that when opportunities arise to worship in extravagant ways - I have the freedom to worship my guts out. Whether it's financial freedom to pour into something or someone because HE leads me to do - that or the freedom of a pure heart to worship in ways that I have yet to experience. I don't want to miss it!

My prayer today comes in the form of the lyrics of a song by Rita Springer...
"I bring to You a fragrant offering
I pour out my love and I wash Your feet
I offer up to You, Lord, this brokenness
What You can see in me shall be my confidence

I bring to You a humble sacrifice
I pour out my heart and I give You my life
I offer up to You, oh Lord, this costly gift
With absolute abandon now my love I confess

May it be a pleasing fragrance that I bring to You, oh Lord
I am so in need of Your presence and I bow before You now
I pour my vial of worship over You."

May it be a pleasing fragrance that I bring to You, oh Lord!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

his great mercy


Reading in Daniel today, the second half of verse 18, chapter 9 was a wonderful reminder to me of who I am and who God is!

"...We do not make requests of you because we are righteous, but because of your great mercy."

Without his great mercy I am nothing... without his great mercy I am lost, wandering, wondering... without his great mercy by life is not just a vapor it's a waste of time... without his great mercy I am doomed.

BUT... "But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved." - Ephesians 2:4-5

Him... GREAT MERCY. Me... ALIVE IN CHRIST!
Says it all!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

do you LOOOOOOOVE me?


Reading in John 21 this morning - the story of Jesus asking Peter, not once - but 3 times, "Do you love me?". I was reminded of a teaching I once heard by Beth Moore. She was talking about the progression that occurs each time Jesus asks the question.
First there is the growing frustration in Peter at being asked the same question repeatedly. Second is the emphasis on the word LOVE that grows with each time Jesus asked the question. I can't seem to track down the specifics about the different forms of the greek word for love that are used in this passage but the gist of it was that by the third time Jesus is really asking...
"Peter, do you LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE me?". More than anything or anyone else do you love me (not just do you love me like you love pizza, or do you love me like you love your parents but do you love me like you have never loved before?

In our staff meeting yesterday our Pastor, Dan Nold, posed the question: "Do we live like Jesus is our King?" Do I live like Jesus is the ruler of my life or am I the ruler of my life. Do I live like Jesus is my King or do I let other people/things rule my heart, my life?? In other words - it's Jesus saying to me...
"Kim, do you LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE me?"

Friday, July 31, 2009

summer of service - beyond the service projects!


After having a week to get normal amounts of sleep and get back into the swing of the typical work week I am still reflecting on all that God did during out version of youth camp - Summer Of Service (a.k.a. S.O.S. 2009).

This is our third year for the event and each year it has become a better event in so many way. 2009 brought 7 church youth ministries together with a total of 72 students and about 15 youth leaders/youth pastors working to lead them through the week. Students arrived at our Harvest Fields property with sleeping bags and a week's worth of clothes on Sunday, July 19. We worshipped together, played together, prayed together, ate together and served together all week long. Students bunked at host homes or churches in age/gender specific groups to give it that "away at camp" feeling but we didn't go away - we served all over the Centre Region here at home.

Our hope and prayer is that SOS will be more than one week in the lives of students that shows them serving can be enjoyable - but that it will help to spur a change in how they live the rest of their lives. Serving and loving others as Jesus did/does!
They served their hearts out all week visiting at nursing homes, doing cleaning and grounds keeping at 3 school buildings, helping at St. Vincent de Paul's, S.P.C.A., Centre Peace, Faith Center in Bellefonte, Penns Valley Comm. Center, spending time with autistic students in an autistic support classroom, one group even did 3 hours worth of laundry for the new thrift shop at the Community Helps Center and lots of other projects. Many students also had the opportunity to do random act of kindness giveaways. We stood downtown in State College and at the Tally Rand in Bellefonte and handed out gift cards from Rita's Ice, Starbucks, Saints Cafe, Minit Mart gas cards, bottled water, etc. We sent students to the local pools each day to hand out freeze pops. We even held a 1$ car wash where we washed the car and then handed the driver a dollar (most folks could not be convinced to take the dollar bill :-)

In addition to all of the service that took place God was also spotted clearly working in hearts during our evening worship times. I know this entry is getting lengthy but I have to share our story from Wednesday night. The back story is that our worship band had felt that something was hindering worship the first 2 nights so there were several folks praying specifically about this. On Wednesday night worship seemed to have some breakthrough. Our speaker that night lead students to a time of repentance, talking about how the junk in our own hearts that we choose to live with and tell God "not now... I'll let you fix it later... not now, God" is the same stuff that keeps us from being who God wants us to be. It will be that same junk that keeps us from loving others the way Jesus wants us to love on his behalf. He invited students who felt there was something specific that they needed to offer to God and stop saying "not now" to kneel - telling them a leader would come and pray with them. In the midst of this very focused time we had one of the worst sound feed back issues I've ever heard! Students began to chuckle - our speaker immediately called students to stay focused - he shared that Satan knew God was working under that tent that night and that he (Satan) would love nothing more than to use that sound feedback to distract everyone away from what God was doing. It was evident on the faces of students that recognizing the truth in that statement brought a new sense of seriousness to their focus. God MOVED and it was good. We learned later that one student made a first time decision to become a Jesus follower that night - her's is a sweet, sweet story!!

To see a photo recap of SOS 2009 - click the video below!!!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

instead of briers the myrtle will grow


Today's Life Journal Bible reading had me in Isaiah 55. I was quickly reminded of a time at a staff retreat when God spoke promises to me in a very LOUD AND CLEAR way through verse 13.
I'm not sure of the year but I know I hadn't been in State College more than 2 or 3 years. I had moved here following some very painful junk at a former church and was in a spiritual and emotional state that left a lot to be desired. It may have been the closest I've ever known to feeling like my spirit had been crushed. Life Hurt!
I knew God had brought me out the circumstances and had brought me to a new physical location on purpose but I wasn't yet feeling the difference in my heart and mind - life still hurt.
I read these words from Isaiah in the context of reading all of chapter 55: "Instead of the thornbush will grow the pine tree, and instead of briers the myrtle will grow. This will be for the Lord's renown, for an everlasting sign, which will not be destroyed."
If I would've read those words at any other time they would've just been nice words but for whatever reason God used them day, years ago, to pierce my heart with a very real sense of HIS PROMISE. All the junk that felt like briers entangling my life would one day be replaced with HIS BEAUTY for HIS FAME! Nothing changed that day in the heaviness I felt but there was a renewed HOPE in my heart that He would restore and heal, that He would once again have me in a place of growth and life and fruitfulness!
Today I am reminded of the heaviness and despair that I felt that day and the hope and expectancy I felt after reading those words from vs. 13.
God has done powerful things in my heart since that day at that retreat. He has healed deep hurts, restored confidence, reminded me of gifts He placed deep in my heart that I am finally ready to re-explore, stirred up joy that had been tucked away for so long. HE has shown himself TRUSTWORTHY and FAITHFUL.

I don't know what your heart has been through or how you feel today... heavy hearted or joyful?... hurt or healed? But I do know that He is faithful to His word. He promises that...
... instead of briers the myrtle will grow!

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

you remain the same


Psalm 102 begins with 11 verses of lament. The subtitle of the psalm is "A prayer of an afflicted man". I'm sure we could all fill in our very own 11 verses of lament about trials in life, difficult circumstances, sad results of our bad choices, days of just feeling down for no apparent reason. Some of us have far more legitimate reason to lament than others if we weigh suffering on a human scale.
The thing about Psalm 102 that makes me catch my breath for a moment is the phrase immediately following the 11 verse lament. Verse 12 says "But you, O Lord..."
Regardless of circumstance, difficulties, issues with sin, frustrating relationships, whatever the situation that might make our days seem tough or make us weary we have hope and can choose joy because the Lord IS.
Psalm 102 wraps up with a celebration of God's infinite presence:
"IN the beginning you laid the foundations of the earth, and the heavens are the work of your hands. They will perish, BUT YOU REMAIN... You REMAIN THE SAME, and your years will never end." (vs. 25-27)
What a promise - if no other good thing ever entered my life this one promise should be enough to make it all worthwhile. He will never leave and He will never change!